NCHY

a big big SIGH.
i can't stop sighing :(
i can be counted as broke down. this dont really happen to me.
got so fucked up in school already.
which make me damn emotional; fuck it.
im missing _ everyday and more and more things crop up.
i really dont wish to go school. i kept asking myself
should i go or not. i've to go, for some reasons.
which is course work. and one more which is thousand times
important than this.
sigh, 5 side. and i jus know that i'm not in his list.
and his one sentence make me super upset.

lin yi chen, you're right; we cant just dream or think
we have to really try and do it. be brave.

i need someone on my side, but theres no one.
things happened, &i cant change it.
I CANT STOP THINKING& MISSING YOU:(